Indescribable;;

Monday, January 31, 2005:

sunday- i felt funny, cos like i was thinking about what danielle said on sat, abt r.e.d.e.e.m.e.d, and i thought it pretty much applied to YET as well.. cos like, well, do we really play because its to really just worship HIM? or do we play beacuse we want to just look cool? i dunno abt you guys, but i think that what i've been thinking so far, was really to look cool and all. and now i know its like, the wrong mindset. i dunno. just a thought. then in sunday school, when we were praying, i felt that actually, the vessels class are quite an immature bunch, not that i'm very mature or anything, but like, they still have yet to come to know god, they still arent very serious about god. i'm not saying that god is a really serious matter, he wants us to have fun, and like chris shared with us, "why does god ban us from all the fun things in life?" its not that god doesnt want us to not have fun, but he just wants us to be safe from sin, like any other parent would. dont you think?

today- anyways, today's chapel, i dunno what others think, i thought it was quite a good svc, yeah. cos like, tessa shared about how god asked her what is really the reason that we are sitting there in worship, in chapel for. why are we here? what are all our lives such a routine? yeah. i dunno, then some of the songs were repeated from like church [fcbc], like with all i am, maybe god is trying to tell me, kristi, just depend on me again, commit all that you are into my hands, the only reason that you need to live is me. just have faith, and believe. sermon also pretty much talked about the same thing, like, jesus is the only door to god's house, which made me really think, am i really living life for god or for myself? and when mrs chang read the poem "my name is I AM", it said, that god doesnt wantt us to live in the past, with all its regrets, or in the future, with all its problems, just live in the present, because god will provide, he will give, he will think of our future for us. god loves us too much to let us feel sad. yeah.

okay. haha. thats abt it. my hands are frozen! ha! in the library now, cos mrs chong isnt in school today.. 1 hour free period! YES! haha. no geog. wheee. yeah. okay. wanna go do other stuffs. (: haha. left with only 15 mins.. !! okay.. teehee. cya

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lemons! (:

a shout of praise.
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